About the movie, "My Best Friend's Wedding"

I don't know what to write except that I need to have this written after all. It's just that I'm looking for words to say but I can't hardly say a word. Probably, I'm much affected of the film which I viewed yesterday evening. Julliane (Julia Roberts) feel in love with is bestfriend the day he (Dermont Mulroney) decided to marry someone (Cameron Diaz) else. It has been 39 years that Jullianne hold her feeling about her bestfriend for the fact that her bestfriend after months of travel will come back building both the love they once knew. But it is the other way of story around.

Julliane's immediate bestfriend (Rupert Everett) is her shining armour in her time of great need as she preferred to be ruthless to get the man of his dream before the day of the wedding.

The feeling broke into a real truth of awareness for Michael O'Neal (Dermont Mulroney) while Julliane for the first time broke her silence, expressing what she really feeld for Michael. But it's too late, the wedding is unstoppable. Michael chased Kimmy (Cameron Diaz), Julliane chased Michael, nobody chases Julianne.

No matter how I prefer, wanting the story of defending on Julianne's side but it all ends us as "My Best Friend's Wedding".

Actually, I was moved and touched by this realistic film which resulted me crying.
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Remembering Mama this Christmas

I cried yesterday because I miss Mama. This year's Christmas Day is the 5th year that she is not with us. We never have delicious food on the table and parties to celebrate. There are no more Christmas songs to sing and gifts to receive. There are no more greetings and carolling.

Christmas should be full of fun and excitement. Way back before when my mother is still here with us, she serves us with our favorite food like Spaghetti, "Adobo", Christmas Ham, fruit salad, cakes and pastries, chicken curry, beef steak, juice and many more. She turns on the radio and plays Christmas songs. She sings from the top of her voice as she cooks all our favorite food. She surprisingly gives us gifts as midnight of December comes. It was like the whole month of partying in our house when mother is still alive.

This day, I can feel that Christmas is really near. I don't know if my sister's and I will enjoy or Christmas will just make us cry.

How wonderful if Mama is still here. I miss her everyday especially during Christmas day.

Strumming the guitar.

Music has been a part of my life. In fact, I can't live a day without music. Eversince, I was a kid, my mother raised me, following the footstep of her much gusto with music. As a matter of fact, she's my guru and I'm her apprentice.

I can aptly know how to sing and to play the musical instruments like the piano and the guitar. I have also experienced joining the numerous singing contests form varied venues here in our place.

I was only 3 that my mother discovered my precious talent. She helps me develop and enhance them.

In countless amateur singing contests that I've joined, I win most but I also tasted the feeling of losing. I even cried a lot but mostly I smiled often especially when I win. The cash that I earned from winning the contest serves as a help especially for our meal for the day.

Music travels some positive avenues for my life. I never fear to face people for I have gain lots of confidence. I am determine to pursue what I want. I have the courage to practice even more and to have patience in achieving what I want to reach. In totality, music boosts my interest and disciplines me to face life's challenges with focus and willingness. And all these I owe a lot from my mother who is God's gift for me.

Indeed, my mother has helped a lot of my growth and development. My progress extends its height until now.

But not all tides end up happily. I lose my talents when my mother died. I never care practicing and joining the contest as well. But my perseverance to move on striving is still within me.

My mother's love for me and the way she leads my life into notes of hymns, songs and music paves my way to know the real me.

Now, I rarely sing in public but I do often sing for mother in my heart.

Sad about the new Payperpost.com services

Today, I've checked my payperpost.com account and I was quite not satisfied with their new services because I've experienced receiving lesser opportunities even with my previous account. I am hoping that they will fed me with bigger opportunities because I worry much if I can't be able to provide our daily needs - food, payments for electricity and water supply, medicine for my sister, shelter and clothings.

For the past years, I depend much from the earnings that I got from blogging to support our daily needs. I don't have work for now because I take care of my sister who is having monthly medication and there's no other who could help her but me. While I'm at home, I work blogging, writing honest views, product reviews and experiences from companies who subscribed at payperpost.com.

I couldn't imagine what I could help for my family if I didn't met this paying site that truly nurtures, nourishes and provides our daily needs.

I have been praying and hoping always for bigger opportunities for me to work on.

God has helped me many times.

I have experience a blissful life of earning real cash from blog writing. In fact, it helps me a lot in financing the expenses of the land I just bought last month. Furthermore, the food on the table, the monthly medication of my sister, the house we rent before, the other expenses we have, all these were paid through earning cash in the Internet. I firmly believe that this is God's girft for me to extend my help to others in this way. I couldn't imagine how life would be if this were not meant from God to me.

The Lord is so kind to me. He has given me more of life. I should not worry much because He will always providing me. I thank Him for everything. My dreams are successively achieved and I know more blessings will come for me through the years.

This year stores lot of good oppurtunites for me and I do hope that for the coming years, more and more blessings will come as well.

I always heed to pray to God that I should not worry much about life because He will never cease providing me, loving me.

My dreams are within reach.

I am very grateful that my dreams of owning a house and lot is now within reach. Frankly, a house and lot is what I really wanted for us sisters to live in and spend our lives with after my father prioritize to give our house to her second wife.

It took me lots of months to save and even save more harder from the money that I earn of my job as a freelance writer. I save more and spend less and even until now.

Indeed, it is such a rewarding feeling to get what I wanted especially now that we are living with our own. Little by little, we can fully achieve what we wanted. As for now, I am happy with the realization that my dreams are now within reach.

Sad to lost my friend.

Last November 7 at the very morning, I received a text from my friend named Marvin, telling me to visit him in their house. I didn't pay much attention to his text because I know that he will be fine. Until I was so shocked with sadness that he passed away on the evening of the same day. The bad news seems like a joke. We were communicating on that morning and on that evening he is gone? So horrible hearsay!

I don't want to believe but I was in the point of believing as I received lots of text messages from my classmates and friends, saying he is gone.

I bursted into tears. I regret a lot and I can't even forgive myself on this. I cried and ask for forgiveness, hoping that he will be able to hear me.

I am really feeling in a great lose and regret now. I hope that Marvin will forgive me and may his soul will rest in peace.