Sad about the new Payperpost.com services

Today, I've checked my payperpost.com account and I was quite not satisfied with their new services because I've experienced receiving lesser opportunities even with my previous account. I am hoping that they will fed me with bigger opportunities because I worry much if I can't be able to provide our daily needs - food, payments for electricity and water supply, medicine for my sister, shelter and clothings.

For the past years, I depend much from the earnings that I got from blogging to support our daily needs. I don't have work for now because I take care of my sister who is having monthly medication and there's no other who could help her but me. While I'm at home, I work blogging, writing honest views, product reviews and experiences from companies who subscribed at payperpost.com.

I couldn't imagine what I could help for my family if I didn't met this paying site that truly nurtures, nourishes and provides our daily needs.

I have been praying and hoping always for bigger opportunities for me to work on.

God has helped me many times.

I have experience a blissful life of earning real cash from blog writing. In fact, it helps me a lot in financing the expenses of the land I just bought last month. Furthermore, the food on the table, the monthly medication of my sister, the house we rent before, the other expenses we have, all these were paid through earning cash in the Internet. I firmly believe that this is God's girft for me to extend my help to others in this way. I couldn't imagine how life would be if this were not meant from God to me.

The Lord is so kind to me. He has given me more of life. I should not worry much because He will always providing me. I thank Him for everything. My dreams are successively achieved and I know more blessings will come for me through the years.

This year stores lot of good oppurtunites for me and I do hope that for the coming years, more and more blessings will come as well.

I always heed to pray to God that I should not worry much about life because He will never cease providing me, loving me.

My dreams are within reach.

I am very grateful that my dreams of owning a house and lot is now within reach. Frankly, a house and lot is what I really wanted for us sisters to live in and spend our lives with after my father prioritize to give our house to her second wife.

It took me lots of months to save and even save more harder from the money that I earn of my job as a freelance writer. I save more and spend less and even until now.

Indeed, it is such a rewarding feeling to get what I wanted especially now that we are living with our own. Little by little, we can fully achieve what we wanted. As for now, I am happy with the realization that my dreams are now within reach.

Sad to lost my friend.

Last November 7 at the very morning, I received a text from my friend named Marvin, telling me to visit him in their house. I didn't pay much attention to his text because I know that he will be fine. Until I was so shocked with sadness that he passed away on the evening of the same day. The bad news seems like a joke. We were communicating on that morning and on that evening he is gone? So horrible hearsay!

I don't want to believe but I was in the point of believing as I received lots of text messages from my classmates and friends, saying he is gone.

I bursted into tears. I regret a lot and I can't even forgive myself on this. I cried and ask for forgiveness, hoping that he will be able to hear me.

I am really feeling in a great lose and regret now. I hope that Marvin will forgive me and may his soul will rest in peace.